Stardust

[crimsoncadavers [amanda]]

illusions
a dream within a dream.

this isn't real.

this.
is.
not.
real.

when trying to catch the falling star, i crushed it.
i didn't know how fragile it was.

it crumbled into little flecks of gold that rested upon my eyelashes.
they burn
i could see them every time i opened my eyes.

it's to bright.
i'm blind.

the light reflecting off of the tiny grains of a dream.

this isn't real.

i didn't know that it was important to really exist.

i keep making the same mistakes.
always wishing on the dust of the stars floating in the galaxy.

i'm going back to my old ways.


cuts on the hips.
fists to my head.
scratching at my skin
an imaginary fasciitis disease
eating at my flesh.

i can't stand the silence
cover your ears.
don't let them hear you scream

this is crazy

i am crazy

this is not real

[starryeyes]

it's beautiful
really captures the emotion,
it made me feel so horrible to read it, but in a 'wow this poem is good,' way...
I'm rambling aren't I?...

[lostsoul]

i like the poem, got lots of feeling