trigger? i dont no im jst saying how i got here

[pixiefoots]

Hi, i jst joined up cuz i saw some off the other things ppl had said an i really feel like i can relate.
my mom is completly over the top 2 i usually ware long sleaves but she wasnt home 1 day in the sumer an so i went out 2 our park with my freinds an completely 4got 2 hide bcuz it was so hot and cuz my b/f @ the time (he cheated on me soon after but thats another storey) said i looked fit an i really tought it was gonna b a really gd day. but then we got home an she was waiting 4 me an she saw all the scars i had on my arms an 2 other new 1s going the wrong way on my wrist (but she doesnt no about doing that right so she tought i had tried to kill myself) an so she took me 2 a psychologist(sp?) an i still hav 2 go even tough it was last sumer bcuz shes always trying 2 c my arms and she said shed take away my baggy sweaters an then i really wuld try an hurt myself bcuz shed think i was anorexic (i am but i WANT 2 b ana)
does ne1 no how i culd stop Cing the pscyhologist?
i wuld b REALLY grateful. i jst want help but not from her from my freinds.

[Graveyard Goddess]

Holy crap chicky we better talk! You are my clone
No joke....damn girly....Id love to help but i sorta need all the same you do myself! Well talk soon I hope
xxxx